Where All Is Not What it Seems, Welcome to My Intellectual Abyss

Hello, my name is Brandi. I am a student at Oakmont Highschool, in Northern California. I have always excelled in school, in all my subjects. For example, in second grade I studied seventh grade spelling and vocabulary. Since I was a young child, I have been ridiculed by many of my peers. My dream in life is to put all of those inconsiderate people to shame. I aspire to be a local model, which I am pursuing at this moment. Since I was a very small child, I knew I wanted to perform. I just never quite grasped how. Now, with many more years and experience behind me, I realize my admiration and respect to those who have made it in the music world off their own burdened backs. It gave me definition to what I wanted to do. I want to sing, and sing my own words. Through my lyrics, I hope to let everyone who ever hurt me realize that what they did to me benefitted me. They made me who I am today.
I love dancing, singing, drawing, BMX freestyle street riding, horseback riding, volleyball, basketball and soccer. I love all animals. I have 3 dogs, 4 cats, 3 birds, but my fish died. Everything I ever love dies! ;-( Actually, I never really loved the fish, it's just the only thing that never ridiculed me... I used to have a Colombian Red Tailed Boa Constrictor, but she died. Oh, how I cried. What do you know... I even love the animal also known as my little brother.
I only have one sibling, he's six years old. It's scary, but I think one day he will be the smartest person in the world. Either that, or the new and improved Dr. Evil. I guess only time will tell!
Those of you whom I know, if you read this, (you definitely know who you are) I thank you sincerely for your cruelty. If I had known what it would do for me in the future I now behold, I would have openly welcomed your ridicule. Those of you who have been there for me when those insensitive people hurt me, thank you for giving me stability to make it through those sad times.
I love you. I love you all. All of you, good or bad, you've influenced me in an incomprehensible way.
If you want to talk to me, my ICQ# is 75660766.
My Yahoo! username is Goldraven888.
I would be very happy to talk to you, friend or foe.

Things That Interest Me, That I Recommend to You:

Everpoet	This is my friend's homepage. He is my best friend, and I suggest you go to his site because he is an amazing person and I believe it's time that everybody stop their self absorbed antics and realized that.
Dieinisis	This is another of his home pages. I wanted to share this one with you as well because of all the reasons I explained before.
Creed	Creed's Scott Stapp has an amazing voice, and Mark Tremonti's guitar skills are unbelievable. Every song needs bass, that's why Creed's got Brian Marshall. And also, I am captivated by percussion, that's why Scott Phillips is great. Visit this site!
Joke of the Day	Some sick, twisted jokes, some flat out corny ones, but hey who cares? Jokes are jokes and where else do you get a different one every day?
My Other Homepage	This is the second homepage I made. It's considerably bigger, and more interesting. Has some pictures of me, some of my drawings... check it out please...

My Message to the World